Yippppey!!!!!!!!!!

ok i am soooooooooooooo excited.

My favorite Aunt Martie is coming next week for a medical conference and we get to see her. She lives in dallas and we usually only get to see her like every 2-3 years if we are lucky. I will probably stay with her for a night or so at her hotel. She is really a unique person. She works with AIDs and HIV patients part time and the other times she is in ER tending to the same kinds of people. I love her to death!!!!!! Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do any of ya'll watch wildfire on ABC family? Isn't it great that matt and chris are together and that pablo is still close by for chris. Pablo reminds me so much of my cousin chris. He even talks like him. its crazy how similar they are aside from the whole horses thing. It is sad though that RJ died I mean Danny was just starting to learn to love. I hope she's not discouraged.

I remeber when I was learning to love and trust and then within a month my best friend of 11 years stopped talking to me. Some people that i thought i could trust betrayed me to their mother who immediatly started spreading false rumors about me to all my other friends moms so i couldn't gain any more friends. This ruined my reputation and any hope of ever finding friends anywhere in Louisiana the only person I could really depend on was my best friend Sarah but my parents didn't like her so they wouldn't let me talk to her or see her. Really the only person i had was my three dogs and then one of them died two months later it was the hardest time of my life and what really upsets me is that I had to go through it alone. Thats why I have taken up writing and counseling people like me. It helps me in an odd way get out my feelings and then turn around and help someone so they don't have to go through what i went through. Especially if it is uneccessary. But even though I regret somethings and am still hurt by what people did to me. I will never wish it had never happened because it makes me who i am today and i am a better peron because of it. And I hope that I have helped many other people by passing on my writings. Its what I want to leave as my legacy and my gift to the world. (Which reminds me I'll have to post that article) All that to say if any of you ever need anything i am here. And i'm not just saying that anytime and anywhere. I want to help.

Wow it didn't expect to write all that. Hope i didn't bore you to much. Love all of ya'll

When did we stop being free to be oursleves?

When society started creating steriotypes. When we started trying to fit in instead of being our own individuals with our own uni que perosnalities. To be honest the only thing keeping us from being free is us. Yes, society has on impact on us, but only to a certian extent; which we choose if we are happy with who we are as a person whose to tell us its wrong ungly, or different. After all what society really is is a multitude of people with different cultures, beliefs, styles, and backgrounds, joined together on common ground. Why should we be judged for our differences being more profound. After all they could be considered just as quirky as us.

My best friends

Here some pix. I don't have a pix of my other dog Sarabie which is a Great Pyrinese/Lab

This is my Halflinger pony Star.

This is my dog Zeke his is a Catahoula mut.

My Boring Life

Hello,

Well Friday was an OK day I did horrible on my test. But I really am trying I don't know what else to do I spend like 3 hours on history a day and I haven't improved at all infact its gotten worse. My teacher is Mrs. Grasso and she doesn't really like me I don't know why. So maybe that has something to do with its. But it totally sucks because I'm not improving and i've pretty much exosted all my options. On the other had I am doing better in Biology I have raised by avarage grade by ten points so i am thrilled by that.

I spent the night with my cousin and then went thrift store shopping with her and Tia (Aunt). I got some really interesting looking books. They had a really good selection this time. Its a great way to read books that interest you for like 99 cents and then if you don't like it you take it and sell it to 1/2 price books. After that I met Kylie at Barnes and Noble and we talked for a while.

Well, other than that we went to church today and that about covers it. I know I say this everytime but i am really going to try and move some of my writings on her this week.

Drama Today

Today was Drama. The run through of Scene 1-4 went pretty good. But Hello Dolly took FOREVER. I think the boys have it down though and it actually looks pretty good. I like it better than the past one or two choregraphy. Tomorrows school and i have a History test that i am DREADING.

Isn't this a great pix of scott. I think we are going to make a couple of these for Hair. Sorry Scott it was too funny to not give everybody else a good laugh. :)

I'll write mor tomorrow

Cat and the Hat a poem or a childrens book or both?

Hello all,

Nothing much to report here. Dad started drawing the plans for the barn on our new property so we can get out of this tiny apartment. What we are planning on doing is building our barn with an apartment over it and then live in it while we are builing our house. And when our house is done which probably be won't be for a couple of years mom and dad can move in the house and i'll have the apartment all to my self. what i'm really excited about though is that i'll get my own tack room. Dad said i can design it and everything. Talking about design we went to hobby lobby today and i saw some really cool stuff. For example i have decided i want to do a rubber ducky design for my bathroom ( for those of you that don't know i collect rubber duckies) and i got this really cool photograph of calafornia street wherever that is and its like this street obviously downtown and it starts level and goes up hill into the fog with traffic on it . IT is AWESOME!

I found out a really interesting fact about Dr. Seuss today (my all time favorite author) in Newsweek Mag. "But how many poets do you know who can sustain a book-length poem using a vocabulary of only 236 words-only one of them more than 2 syllables- and not make it look like a stunt?" Isn't that interesting? I never really thought about it as a poem more like a childrens book. Which it is. Then the question comes up Wouldn't it take a genius to write a childrens book that actually interests children but that technically is a poem? Amazing.

This is where people start getting scared of me. :) Most people would classify there favorite author as John Grisham, Jane Austen, Charles Dickens, Meg Cabot, but reading and writing i believe is more than just joing words together to create a story but joining them together to form a whole nother world that people would want to visit over and over and over. I believe Dr. Seuss does this more than any other author. Ok now your probably really scared. :)

Ok well i'll see most of you tomorrow.

Love ya'll

Things are going pretty good. Mom and Dad made me go to a membership class for a church I don't think I even wand to join. But its something I have to do to keep them happy. Then Saturday we had rehearsals all day. They actually went really good. I was extremely bored and I just found out that i'm going to be doing cues. So that means that from not till the perfomance I will be sitting taking notes for Mrs. Ripps and Mrs. Miller and then when we have all th cues I will be calling them out for the sound and lights. And i'll do that during the performances too. I was kindof hoping to have a more intersting job. But I'll just have to be content until I can think of something to be more helpful. I feel so useless. Saturday night Me, Anna, Chris, Nicole, Daniel, and PT went to the Sadie Hawkins dance. it was alot of fun. PT actually got me to dance several times and I actually enjoyed it which if you know me is a really big shocker. :) Other than that things are returning to there weekly grind. I'm meeting Kylie at Barnes and noble later we haven't gotten a chance to talk in a long time so i'm excited about that. I know I know my hang out place is pathtic but hey it has coffee, leather chairs, and books what more could you ask for. :) All right I better get back to school. I'm going to try and add a couple of articles tonight.
Does anyone know how to add pictures to blogspot. I can't figure it out?

Super Bowl Sunday

hello

my parents are out of town so I am staying at my cousins house. its is so nice to be away from the constant hovering, questioning. Its nice to be alone without one of them coming into my room telling me I need to spend family time with them which I do every waking moment. Today is super bowl sunday so i am going to try and watch the whole game. I usually just watch it for the classic commercials.

My question of the day is...How much are we willing to hurt someone we love in order to save ourselves from something that will scar us for life, a scar that we may never recover from?

All right well I'm going to go watch the pre-game show. Hope you all have a great Sunday.