Woah!

You will never believe who called yesterday

Lee Stitzel if you've heard about him then you know why this is so amazing and absoulutely halarious. If you don't then just ask. He called to go over calenders so him and his family (he has nine siblings they live in the phanhandle of texas and are really good friends of ours they are like family) could come to SA. It turns out that if everything works out they may be coming next week. Yipppppppeyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow I can't stop laughing.

Well today we are going to Kurville ( is that how you spell it?) to visit some old friends that also use to live in the phanhandle of texas but moved up here several years ago. These people are like another pair of grandparents. I really excited cause i don't get to see them that often with school and drama and all.

Alright well just want to tell ya'll that.

Love ya,
Madi

I Hate having to come up with a title

Well... lets see... nothing new is going on in my life. We had rehearsals all day saturday but i'm sure most of you know that already. Next Friday we are going back to LA for a long weeked. I can't wait we will be moving my horse to different place with her old pony buddy I'm really excited for her. Sorry about my last post I was kindof depressed, I am kindof disappointed cause my friend Anna-Maria will be busy and i don't think i'll get to see herbut I hoping she'll come in the summer.

I have been trying to edit and organize all of my one page writings and let me tell you i have my work cut out for me i never realized how bad i was at spelling and punctuation and when i'm in hurry i can get really messy. Thank God for computers.

Tonight is the wildfire season finali (is that spelled right?) and then of course 24 is on. I wish they would do another 2 hour thingy but they probrably won't till the end.

Well that about sums up my boring life :)

Love all of ya'll

Madi

I'm Back

I'm back from LA it was so much fun I got to ride my horse and play with my dogs see a bunch of friends and sleep in my bed. It was good to by back at home sweet home. I'm also finally feeling better too so thats a plus. The only bummer is that i'm really behind in Biology and Algebra so i'll spend the majority of my week catching up. Ugg School sucks!

We got in late so it was dark and as we came upon San Antonio I could see the city lights spread out ahead and it hit me. I was no longer the country girl that herded cows, drove tractors, babysat dogs, played airsoft for fun, went fishing with a good book, loved climing into bayous and swamps, or snuck out the window at nights to take moonlite walks. I was changing wether I wanted too or not. Although i love the friends i have made here in San Antonio and being closer to family I don't feel like myself. The season of my life that i knew for so long has ended and as much as i hated it when i was actually living in it, but now as i look back i can't help but long for it. I didn't have to worry about fitting in i was already out. I was a loner and everybody knew it. I spent my time thinking and reading not worrying what was on TV or where we were going. But no matter how much i want that life back i can't have it. It scares me to think that when we move here permanently i might not have my dogs which are my greatest posessions or not have my horse to ride and set me free. As i try to keep my eyes straight ahead i can't help but glance back and hope that they are as much a part of my future as they were of my past. The fact is is that....I'm scared of not being with them

Sick

I hate being sick. I skipped the production meeting on Thursday because i wasn't feeling good and turned out that i was runing a very high fever and but the end of the day i couldn't talk because me throat hurt to much. it totally sucked. I skipped school on Friday which i didn't mind but then i didn't get to disect a starfish or a grasshopper which really made me upset cause i was really looking forward to the starfish. Maybe Mrs. Hill will let me make up for it sometime. :( (no i'm not being saracastic i really wanted to disect them) But when i woke up this morning i felt lots better so we are leaving for louisiana YIPPPPEYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

see ya'll in a few weeks

P.S. I have an extra Phantom of the Opera DVD that i got as a gift does anyone want it? If not its going to half price books?

well i saw my aunt marti last night it was soo nice to be able to spend time with her. She took us to go get a pedicure and then we went to dinner. Today I woke up with a really bad headache and a sore throat i hope its just a one day thing because i really don't want to be sick especcially since we are going to Louisiana on friday.

During dinner i got to hear my dad and his sister talk about their childhood. It was soo neat thats the only time dad ever talks about his childhood it is very entertaining. I wish he talked about it more but I don't think he likes to.

well i guess i'll see most of you tomorrow. I'm in the process of editing some of my writings so i'll post them up here hopefully by the end of this week.

Love all of you!!

Great Week!!

Woah this has been like the greatest week i've had in months. I am so happy!!!!!!!!! And the funny thing is I have absolutley no clue why. OK well maybe a little clue

1. My aunt is coming
2. I haven't fought with my parents in the past 2 weeks
3. I am finally raising my grade in Biology
4. I get to go and see my animals on spring break.
5. I finally feel like a tech again in drama and am not sitting around feeling useless. (although as shellie pointed out it isn't useless.)
6. I'm spending the night at my cousins house.
7. I get to see my other cousin in LA on Saturday the 10th
8. and thats all I can think about right now.

I was thinking (never a good sign I think entirely to much for my on good, Honestly. If you know me well you would agree) and I realized that I have never been this girly in my entirely life. I know I know it is a wierd subject. But really I have never talked "girl talk" or actually made any amount of effort on how I look never giggled so much, passed notes, not worn a hat in over 5 months usually I have one on all the time. Never not worn my muck boots as my reg. shoes. Never not begged dad into letting my drive the tractor. Stuff like that I have never not done. until i moved to San Antonio and half of that stuff I can't do. Really interesting for me. Okay i am done with this peculiar topic on to the next :)

hmmmm..... okay i can't think of any. lol

ttyl

Love you all. Have a great weekend.!!!!!!!!!!

:) :) :) :)